InsaneJournal

Current mood:	distressed
Current music:	Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes

Happiness is a warm gun...
This is why I avoid LJ these days. The wangst. The unavoidable wangst.

Wangst that doesn't even fucking CONCERN me.

Yet, for some reason, I can't stop thinking about it and I have a terrible feeling in my stomach over it.

Even after going through so much bullshit in my life, I could never imagine something like that happening to me. Not even close and just the idea of losing that much control scares me more than anything else in the world.

That is why I don't do acid.

God. If I'm going to start doing this professionally, I'm going to need to develop a much thicker skin than the cheesecloth one I am currently sporting.

....

Fuck, I miss GJ.